"Breaking" the (duthong) precept of not accepting food in ones dwelling:
Possible for the first time. There is a younger man, from merely poor family who's house is beyond the south monastery. He used to ordain some month and lived on alms and dwelling in the forest this time. He has most high regard and devotion, but also huge empathy in regard of my person. In the time he used to live as monks, it happened often to him, that he was not at all provided with food, often starved. Now it seems that he is always strong reminded on this times and when ever he gets sign of Atma that he is out of alms, he would do every effort to organize almsfood, stoping what ever he might do.
Normally my person would cross his living area every 2, 4 days, or once a week.
So it happened this morning, that he, for the first time, visited the place he knew from his times as monk, and stood at about 7 in the cave, bowed down and asked of why my person did not come accross such a long time and that he was scared.
Wishing to give food, the young man, in his poor and dirty clothes, asked to receive it, and having explained, my person made an exception, knowing that he is not really someone after simply trying to make merits for gain.
As always he fastly rushed away, after having a hard to but the food without bags mixed into the alms bowl, fearing to get an Anumodana, praise or even a blessing for his deeds.
He has certain a strong believe of "carry out all karma", a very common believe that all is a matter of old Kamma and in this way often seek for either punish themselves or simply fall into non-activity, taking all as it comes along.
May he one time be that open to be able to listening to the good Dhamma.