I wasn't sure what you meant by there being "no use of maintaining a ... body", because it sounded like a statement someone who is ready to jump from a bridge would make. I was simply concerned about your mental and physical well-being.
I am not suggesting that one should beautify the body, or not keep one's sila. I was just a little worried, because your statement about not wanting to maintain the body, came at the same time as your handing over this forum to Ven. Varado and myself.
I take your counter question in your last post as a sign that all is well and business as usual.
Have an nice day full of anicca, dukkha and anattasaññā,
Your friend in the DhammaVinaya,
Ariyadhammika