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Posted by: Dhammañāṇa
« on: May 08, 2017, 03:15:57 PM »

Sadhu!

There is less seen, heard or tought, that Nyom Moritz did any transgression and if there would any not having seen as such, it should be seen as forgiven, as for what lies in the sphere of Atmas awarness of our interact.

In regard of your wishes, not to say that my person is not really aware of these, Moritz might do what ever he feels inspired. BUT: we are here gifted to handle everything we need for now and such huge undertakings should only be done if really time and big energy. Otherwise this little steps with the given, on and on, are better. Don't forget the programners, mathematics illusion, that things grow easier with better and newer systems. Since the beginning of IT nobody got lesser busy with it, and desire for more and better will not end. The more "de"/enveloped things are, the more dependency on others and there are always those who need to bear the wage.

In regard of Nyom Norums page, speeking straight forward for all of yours benefit. Focus on here (e.g. as a gift for the Sangha) and if done the work for them, with mind directed to them, if there is still desire to make something personal, own or to feel to sacrify the best fruits from ones garden outside and out of "compassion" that all could be done later and relaxed without any stress.

Do not understand that wrong but simply straight forward in line of what the Buddha would tell to be of most benefit.

And one more thing, computer and programming work leads one, especially with upright conscious to much suffering. Atma would "love" to see Moritz soon on his from him pre-peared path letting those after him do such work an focus on that what incl. highered virtue, highered wisdom, highered mind.

So generally Atma would say it's at this time better to value the small things and do them simply more consequent and frequently. At least, would one like to take so much possibilities for small merits all for one self? Its good to remember that poor people need possibilities and not stilling of desires to work them free.

Relex, Moritz, relax and always cut off what is not really required to stay good alive possible to train and walk on.

Mudita in regard of you sharing of merits, Gifted One. :)  

(PS: Atma did not follow the youtub links and in regard of Bhante Thanissaros teaching, this here , the last days has comming into being might give additional appreciation)
Posted by: Moritz
« on: May 08, 2017, 02:25:40 PM »

Hello!

I have not come here and logged in for a longer time and feel a bad conscience for that.
So I want to explain my doubts.

Currently I suffer from something like this for many weeks already and cannot concentrate on anything.

I do not know what to do here and think I do not belong to this place here anyway, not knowing how to (and maybe not wanting to) behave well, and do not want to participate anymore, or have really too many other things to care about.

Also I think this
Quote from: Johann
Es ist Unsinn zu glauben, daß Sie irgend wo in der "realen" Welt in Kontakt mit der Savaka Sangha kommen und aufrecht erhalten können, wenn Sie es in der "virtuellen" (Taten) Welt nicht vermögen.
is true, and maybe generally not compatible with my life after all.

Anyway, I had some motivating ideas in between, but not enough energy. I think it might be too complicated to coordinate anything useful.

1. I had written to the Greensta managers because of server problems here (e-mail and server responsiveness), as mentioned here (regarding email) recently by Norum. (Copy also sent to a Sophorn, not sure if she received it, because of the server problems here.)
1.1 I also thought it would be good to be able installing OctoberCMS here, which is a system that I understand, that could be helpful to rebuild Norum's website, so one could build a test version for that here on the sangham server. This is something I think I know how to do and would be good and motivating for me.
1.2 I had since longer time the wish to build the site for zugangzureinsicht.org/accesstoinsight.eu new from scratch, with OctoberCMS, so it could be much easier to manage and update. This is something I think I know how to do and would be good and motivating for me as well.

But the server currently has a too old PHP version for that.
So I asked Greensta for the possibility about that as well.

They told me, the current server for sangham.net is old, and they could migrate the site to another server with newer software (newer PHP version, different admin panel, some new things to get used to), which could hopefully solve all the mentioned problems (strange email problems, and server unresponsiveness, as well as new enough PHP version to install OctoberCMS for managing websites), since old servers like this should be taken out of order in the near future anyway.

I would only have to coordinate with Sophorn and have her give confirmation that this migration should be done. I don't know exactly how long it would take. It might be the site could be offline for one day or something, I hope not longer. One could choose the right date for this to do everything necessary. The Greensta employee also told me it would be possible to do it first on a test server, while keeping everythng on the old server intact, so one could hopefully avoid problems like that which on Norum's website happened with their server migration.

So with the possibility of first making a test server with the new infrastructure, as told by the Greensta, I think there would not be any real danger, regarding the server migration. I think I should write an email to Sophorn to ask her for giving confirmation to the Greensta managers. But maybe she is busy now with soon coming Vesak.

I also thought it might be good maybe, if Norum could give me all the passwords necessary for chhouk-krohom.de, so I could find out maybe what the problem there is. I think if I look long enough, maybe I could find out. But maybe that is not so much a problem, and the old database is still safe in its old state after all and one could simply leave it like that and not touch it.
But one could also for example see to put it all together on the sangham server and just build the whole site new there (as I suggested above, with OctoberCMS, which I like and think it is a good system) in a subdomain, and then, for example simply redirect.

I would like to do all that, but I only have some little doubt regarding living in a world of promises , and what if this or that fails and does not work, and I have so much work to do that I do not do properly anyway. And what if anything fails, and does not work in the end.

I do not know how to manage my own life even, installing awaiting the restoration of unsequenced chaos .

The last days I had lots of time, but I have spent that all only doubting and hesitating. And now the coming days and weeks I have actually not so much. I have to coordinate with others for my programming job, and help to really get some things done there, which has not been really possible since that , but also to step in at the moment from now on again more often for my pizza driver job. And in between I have to deal with family problems and worries all the time, trying hoping to convince my father mostly that my life is going well and successful, while it is not really so much. So I cannot really manage to be in good contact with a sangha, hoping to prepare something really useful here, in a respectful and non-careless way, maybe, I think. I have too many worries and cannot manage my own life.

So this is here to make public my doubts, and not finalized and cleaned in any way. I hope I am not disturbing anyone with it. And will now after too much hesitation just put it here, listening for once to this good advice .

I do not want to translate this to German.

May the sangha forgive me for all I have not done here out of carelessness.

May all be at peace.

_/\_
Posted by: Dhammañāṇa
« on: December 04, 2016, 07:57:47 PM »

Audio, vielleicht auch gut um sich ”die seele auszusprechen”
Posted by: Moritz
« on: May 06, 2016, 05:17:07 PM »

(Danke der freundlichen Rückmeldung.
)

_/\_

Ich bin die nächsten Tage wohl kaum anwesend oder verfügbar, weil ich gerade etwas viel um die (oder mehr vor allem zwischen den) Ohren hab.

Das war eigentlich mein Hauptanlass gestern gewesen, dieses Thema zu eröffnen, nur um abends darüber noch kurz bescheid zu geben. Aber dann ist mir auch da noch etwas dazwischen gekommen.

Hätte gedacht, etwas ausführlicher sein zu können. Aber das kann ich jetzt doch nicht.

Posted by: Harry
« on: May 06, 2016, 05:03:03 PM »

 _/\_
 
Sadhu und Danke für das Thema!

Nützlich kann das für andere und für einem selbst sein.
Posted by: Moritz
« on: May 05, 2016, 08:26:18 PM »

Hier ist ein Thema, wo man andere wissen lassen kann, was man so treibt oder was einen gerade beschäftigt oder wie man sich die Zeit herum schlägt, wenn man meint, dass das gerade relevant für andere oder irgendwie wert ist, hier öffentlich mitzuteilen.

Vielleicht auch, um nachzufragen und sich gegenseitig auf dem Laufen zu halten, wenn man allgemeine oder besondere Anliegen hat.

Es ist ja nicht leicht, und auch nicht immer nötig, über alles in Verbindung und auf dem laufenden zu bleiben über das Internetz. Es kann leicht überfordern und viel Zeit rauben. Aber mit gutem Augenmaß und passender Haltung dazu[1] kann es sicher auch hilfreich und nützlich für sich selbst und andere sein.

Wenn man mal das Gefühl hat, dass man nicht mehr weiß, woran man ist, oder man anderen in irgendeiner Weise etwas Klarheit verschaffen möchte und sich verpflichtet fühlt, ist das hier vielleicht ein guter Platz, um ganz frei heraus knapp oder ausgiebig, von der Leber weg zu erzählen, was gerade so los ist.


Ein anderes Thema, vielleicht verwandt und in ganz relevantem Bezug dazu: Austausch vs. Wachsen im Loslassen


Möge es der gegenseitigen guten Verbindung dienen, wann immer da ein Bedarf sein sollte und passende Gelegenheit, ohne je irgendwen zu drängen.

_/\_
 1. Die passendste Haltung ist hier wie wohl meist auch Zurückhaltung.